Update...

Everything went well yesterday. When I got there I was really regretting the fact that I didn't think to take pain medication before I left for Pensacola. The nurse offered me motrin so I took it. Better late than never. I don't like medical type stuff. I cannot watch a "fake" surgery on a tv show or any kind of blood and guts. I felt a little sick looking at the screen and seeing my own guts ;) They basically went in and made sure there's no blocked fallopian tubes (not that that matters this time around) and checked my uterus to make sure there's nothing that would prevent the embryo from implanting. They put saline into your uterus to clean and make sure they can see clearly and that made me start cramping. It's funny how you forget all this stuff until you're in the moment then you go, oh yeah, I was a pretty tough chick to go through all this and probably a pretty crazy chick to try it again! All in all they said everything looks great and is ready for a baby. I hope so. Afterwards I went out to BWB to visit Kara at her new house. I held little Jeanette and remembered why I am crazy enough to try this again. We really would like Jakob to have a sibling. I think that's the biggest reason I want to try again. I like babies. I would like to have another one but I don't feel like my life would be incomplete if I never had another child. Maybe I will feel differently if we don't get pregnant after trying? I am a little nervous about how I will feel if we don't get pregnant, or even if we do get pregnant and lose the baby. So many unknowns. I just have to take it a day at a time and trust that God will provide what we need no matter the situation. Anyways, Our next appointment is on May 30th. I got my medication schedule yesterday but I have to download it. I will post it (though it may be a little tmi) when I can. As of right now a little boy is hanging on my leg and fussing so I must go...