time to try again

Well y'all it's been a few days since I went and had the pregnancy test (blood test) done. Obviously it was negative because if it was positive I would have posted it on here right away. I of course suspected that to be the case, but you always have that little bit of hope in your heart that it will happen. Isn't that how we live our lives? The whole definition of faith is "The substance of things hoped for." It didn't happen for us this time. I cried a little, I had just imagined a miracle all along, but knowing in my heart that it probably wouldn't be so. Later in the day when they called to tell me the test was negative I had already started bleeding so the sting was a little lighter. (I was prepared). I have started the birth control pills again and we'll see how this cycle goes. When I saw the doctor for the insemination he said we'd try one more time. So after this cycle we should move on to IVF. We'll see. Jill's gone right now so I don't know all the appointment times or if they'll change some of my meds seeing how I reacted to the last doses so easily. I'll keep you informed and thanks for all the prayers and love.