Doctors appointment...

Well, I went to see Dr. Campbell today and he said my numbers look good. He said as long as I stay active and eat right I should be o.k. He said just be watching my BP mayber 2 or 3 days a week and keep an eye on it. If I were to have a flare up I already have the meds, so I'll be o.k. I am so thankful to God, he is always faithful to take care of me even when I'm not trusting like I should. I know that when hard times come our faith is tested, and I want to rely on God fully, no matter what the outcome of my testing will be. I am praying that God will help me with that, because I'm not good at it at all. My Pastor once said when we go through hard times we have a tendency to pull away from God, even though that's when we need him most. I find myself doing that when I am really scared, or worried about something. Instead of taking it to God and letting him carry the burden I take it upon myself and try to deal with it on my own. We sang the song "I surrender all" last night at church and it really spoke to me. I want to surrender all to God...even my fears and worries. Thank you Lord for sitting patiently by and waiting for me to realize that you want to take my burden and give me yours. You said your yoke is easy, and your burden is light.