Not today... :(

Well y'all, the plan for today was to go and visit my RE (infertility doc) and his staff and show off the baby... Jeremy woke up with a bad sore throat and doesn't feel well at all, so the trip is postponed for another day. Oh well. I kinda have mixed feelings about going back. I'm gonna feel really bad taking my baby into a room filled with women who want nothing more than a child of their own. I remember my own feelings when women would be in there with little children. Now I'm on the other side though and understand that IVF or IUI is the only way I will have children, and is for other women too. Sometimes you may not be able to find a babysitter, but just because you have a child doesn't make you any less of an IF patient. I do want to go back though. The doctor and staff at New Life are like family. They get the biggest thrill out of meeting these babies that they had a hand in helping get here. They told me once that alot of women don't go back and see them . They probably have some of the same feelings I do. I also want Jakob's picture on that big board in the back...a testimony of God's grace, and our little miracle.