No News...

I called the doctors office today. -I wanted to call before they left for the weekend, cause they leave at noon on Fridays.- The girl I talked to said they hadn't gotten the results from the lab yet about my bloodwork. She said that they're "very busy" but that she'd put my chart in the back, and if the nurse had time she could look me up on the computer and see if they had my results, and they just hadn't been faxed over yet. Well, it's now 12:30 and I didn't get a call, so I guess the results weren't in yet. I'm still kinda amazed that this could be a pretty big issue, and yet no one seems to be in much of a rush to find out if I have this virus or not. I had someone (who will remain nameless, she doesn't read this blog either) tell me yesterday that "you know Shauna you can get stuff anywhere you go, you can't just lock yourself up and not do anything..." I'm not angry with this person, she's just showing that she has absolutely no clue what all I've been through. This may turn out to be nothing, and I'll be thankful for that, but until the results are in I will worry about it. I've been through physical sickness, needles in my rearend, and lots of heartache to get this baby here to this place and time. I know all pregnant women worry, but those of us who've struggled with infertility have a whole lot of time and emotion invested in these little people. I cannot just "get pregnant" I think the whole infertile mindset never really goes away. I will hold my breath until this baby is delivered, and then I know as a mother I will worry and have to trust the Lord for the rest of his/her life. Whew!, that was a long way of saying that the results are not in yet. Oh well. Thanks to all of you for your prayers and support. I cried when I read the encouraging notes from all of you. I know that my baby's life is in God's hands, and those are the best hands to be in.