A Prayer Request...

Well y'all, I haven't been blogging lately mostly because I'm not supposed to be out of bed!!! When I am on here I have to hurry hurry and get back to laying down. I know everyone's waiting for good news... so am I. Unfortunately I don't have any to give you today. I went to the doctor yesterday and he said there is a pocket of fluid next to my gallbladder (don't know how to spell that!) and a pocket of fluid on the other side. I think this is the cause of my horrible stomach pains. My ovaries are still huge, and touching. I look to all the world as if I'm already pregnant. Dr. Ripps (in person)called me this morning which can never be a good sign and told me that my estrogen levels are really elevated and that I need to come in tomorrow and have more blood work and if they haven't significantly gone down I will need to be hospitalized. After 9 days of this stuff it's 'almost' a relief to be sent to the hospital. They keep telling me that it should be over soon, but I can't see that far ahead. Right now I just can't comprehend waking up and feeling better. I know it's coming, it just seems like so long since I've felt normal, and sometimes it seems like this won't go away. I'm not writing this to make anyone worry. Please don't worry about me (Jess!). Please just pray that God will give the doctors wisdom and that I will get relief from this OHSS soon. Love you all and miss everybody like crazy!!!! -me